What gives......

I always believed that following rules and doing everything by the book would keep you out of trouble and help you lead a more stress free life. I really banked on that idea. I never lie...more like I can't lie. I can't even lie to my husband about what i had for dinner. But this form of karma I was building could do nothing but good for me in the long run....or so I thought. This life of diligence really nipped me in the bud today. I follow the rules with gusto on this one out of fear of what happened today and I feel my whole system.....a system I was sure was designed to leave me with absolute zero doubt or worry.....came crashing down today. So now even if I am a good citizen and do the right things, which are NEVER the fun ones, I still have a chance of getting my face shoved into the dirt. I.AM.NOT.A.HAPPY.CAMPER.