Time.......

Time has become a slippery, tricky, beast of a thing lately. The seasons can't even keep up seeing as how we had a blizzard on the first day of spring today. And since we are all eager for a change of scenery this was the extra pinch of discouragement on the mound of cabin fever we are trying to brush off our shoulders. As another and another and another day passes and I still don't have the super human ability to stop time so that I can do some catch up work, I actually get increasingly annoyed. I don't expect the world to stop turning but for goodness sake......could it meet me in the middle somewhere? As I was pounding the elyptical and contimplating this whole subject I realized time does stand still, in one place.......our hearts. Time can freeze for years in there and we don't have any more control over what files itself away than we have control over the seasons.....however confused they may be. But what's there stays until you can catch up to it, and only when you fully grasp what's in your heart will you be able to move on. And THAT is how I wish I could live my days, with time to catch my breath. I get it though. We need to be on someone else's ticker, because if we weren't we'd all be a bloody mess. (sry I watched a Harry Potter marathon today)