aspiration complication.......

As I continue my search for employment I am getting a feel of what I really wanna do with myself......while searching for a job so that I can make money in the meantime. As much as I want to do great things with myself professionally, whatever I am granted success in will never be worth my holidays, family gatherings and vacations with my husband. Even though we all do it, I don't think any job is worth sacrificing those events. I'm sure nothing I could do in the office could top my first trip to Europe or come close to beholding the ancient pyramids with my own eyes. In the grand scheme of things my job will always ultimately be that thing I do so that I can do everything else. I have big aspirations for my career, but bigger aspirations for my life.